Entering Dai Break

It began as a feeling that started in my legs and crept its way up my spine.

It reached my head; and to every strand on my head.

It made a home inside.

I looked around the room, and it began to look brighter.

It was the dead middle of winter, but I saw summer.

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felt a lump arise in my throat.

I couldn’t even murmur a simple sound.

My fingers tingled, and I just watched the subtle tremble.

I looked around the room at everyone wondering if they ever had the privilege to experience this.

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My heart began to compete with every breath I took; three per heartbeat.

I took a walk thinking I could shake the feeling.

I blamed it on jitters.

I felt tears in my eyes but nothing weighed down on my heart.

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I thought back to last October and how I sat after midnight and begged for mercy.

Everyday…

Every step

And Every breath I take… are all apart of my greatest miracle.

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I learned to move with knowledge and not temporary emotions.

I accepted blessings that are still being given to me.

I fashioned myself with the helmet of salvation

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It was only when I realized that I held myself back, that I understood how important it was to enter Daybreak…

A Daybreak so unapologetically, miraculously, and fearlessly clear.

There are Benefits to your Suffering.

I’d like to talk about a subject that many people pretend is non-existent. We live in a society where people don’t want to suffer. But when you understand the journey, you understand that in order for you to get to the “prize”, you have to go down Suffer Street. We have to understand that our journey is not the final destination. In order to get to our blessing on the other side, we have to travel down this street.

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